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what if
I can't get away from what this lifes become
and I can't even find the door to move on
and so I'm so stuck in the middle of this pain
and my mind slowly begins to go insane
and just one look in your eyes and I see
what was never there before but meant to be
and i must forget about the emotions inside
and so i lift myself up and run away and hide
but hiding does no good in this state of mind
because it all comes back to haunt me in time
but i slip away to where i feel secure shut the door
move on to what may be better but i wonder what for
because I know it's a set up and the pain will be there
my life still seems to be so damn unfair
but why dwell in the pity of my sorrow
because better days will come tomorrow
i know the future hold so much
and someday i'll believe when i feel the touch
but until the days come my way
i'm stuck in my sadness one more day
looking back on the mistakes I made then
it seems in this life the happiness i'll never when
i wish that you and i were one
but i know you're now with someone
i respect your happiness
but it's you i really miss
maybe in time we will be
i know we'll wait and see
think of giving me a chance
my feelings won't change i hold my stance
i wanna be with you and hold your hand
i'm falling so fast but i hope you'll be there when i land
it's so hard for me to think how i screwed up and what we could be
i wish i hadn't been so stupid and oblivious... so blind to see
if i could change the past, would we be?
i guess we'll never see
but someday it'll be ok, I'll work my mind out
I'm sure I'll run to you and from joy I'll shout
good night my love
for my love is so strong that while I'm falling...
I'm still looking to above... you are everything
so much to me you mean...
 
 
only you
i want to hold onto what we have - watch it bloom like a beautiful rose - let in shine through like the sun shines through the clouds on a summer day - i'm failing in my mind of dreams - yet i continue to grasp them so tight - and the music plays louder drowning my voice when i call out your name - i'm left wondering if you hear the words that mean so much - and are so hard to speak - so i'm left here with so much in my mind - and the eyes you look into have shed so many tears - i know you won't hurt me - and i'm sure of how it is i feel - wanting to be with only you and holding onto the warmth of your heart - they say love always presents itself at the weirdest times - when you least expect it - i didn't know things would work out so well - but i'm glad they did - now all i want is to be with only you - have you in my arms  - be with only you - only you!
 
 
you
you do this to drive me crazy, you do this to make me cry. if you could only see how much - this makes me want to die. i look you in your eyes - i see now - maybe i'm meant to be alone... i can't take this anymore, the pain i hold so much - i must endure... can't you see i'm somewhat sad... but when i',m with you - i'm glad... i don't know why you hide your fears - i don't know how to deal. can you understand what this does... can you understand? i love you more than you'll ever know... i wish that you could see... that i'm so in love with you... i'm in love with you...

midnight strikes - and you run away... leaving me - wishing for another day... a day when we can be together once again... together till the end... daylight comes and - i'm left alone... once with you... i still feel it's true... wishing on the sky above - i kiss your mouth and taste your fear... can't you see, it's all the truth... can't you see, that i'm in love with you... run away and hold me near... i promise you i'll never leave... can't you see - how strong it is... can't you see how i feel? i'm in love with you, yes i'm in love with you...

sitting with you by my side... i lean in close - to steal a kiss... tell me how you drive me wild... show me how you soothe my fears... show me how you want me to be... show me how you love... and i'll hold you near... so close to my heart - oh so dear... why must you run away, why must you hide from the truth? can't you see it's all alive... can't you see it's all the truth? i'm in love with you... i'm in love with you... yeah, i'm in love -- with everything you are! you are and always will be - my best friend... no matter what... but i'm in love with you!
 
when i look at you
when i look at you
the feelings arise
the feelings that bring
that look to my eyes
your beauty is such a wonder
it's a spell- now i'm under
from the moment i saw you i fell
without you in my life
i feel like hell
i can't express enough
how my feelings are
but i smile just knowing
you're not far
you may never feel the same again
i just wish i could begin
a new relationship with you
a dream i wish was true
my love is so real
and i hope you believe how i feel
 
 
Fade

I try to breathe
Memories overtaking me
I try to face them but
the thought is too
Much to conceive

I only know that I can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of the darkness
That my life became 'cause

I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself
You were never there for me to
Express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface
I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made

So where were you
When all this I was going through
You never took the time to ask me
Just what you could do
 
 
Mixed Emotions

I'm not mad, but sometimes I don't get it.
You would rather be with someone that would treat you like shit.
Just stop thinking about it,
just stop thinking about it.
Sometimes it's easier to just think about the good times,
but you will say something that cuts me back down to size.
Is this not what you wanted,
is this not what you wanted?
It seems like to me you are trying to back out of all these mixed emotions.
Good guys all the time, we have to try harder.
Bad guys never try, but seem to go farther.
Relationships shouldn't be hard.
You fall in love,
you fall in love or just break it off.
Why does it feel like I have to try?
 
 
feel the same
innocense lost so long ago, now I'm never meant to know
the pain I carry from day to day, I can never truly find a way
and you tell me these things in confidence and comfort
and I mean it when I say you have my support
I can't promise I'll always be everything you'll ever want
and I can't promise I'll ever be everything you'll ever need
but it seems so hard to let this go
when what my heart tells me is all I know
and it all grows colder day after day
and I still can never seem to find the way
through the pain and misery
your smile is all that comforts me
and I dream of the time when you give me a chance
I feel like before I never got thechance I deserved
but I stay here, and I wait to see without ever leaving my stance
my feelings don't fade away
and they get stronger with everyday
and I know this may never be
but I'll sit alone and wait and see
a chance at happiness I risked so much and took
now my heart is left here so broken and shook
but that's life and I can't get over the pain
but from day to day I still feel the same...

 

look at me
you look me in the eyes,
tell me what I say must be lies...
you tell me I'm nothing to you,
and that my life should be through...
You don't know what I put up with everyday...
You don't know the things they say...
I just want to live me life this way...
but I don't wanna see another day...
So why am I so fucking worthless to you?
Why is it I must dwell in this fucking hell...
I don't care about you...
your life is now through...
so fuck it all...
take the fall...
die inside...
what I hate...
I won't wait...
kill me now, cuz I don't wanna see through your eyes...
kill me now, somehow...
hold the knife to your throat...
slit and watch as the blood trickles down your arm...
fall to the floor... wait for god to open the door...
I know what I'm meant to be...
I know what I no longer wanna see...
Go away and let me die...
go away I'm sick of your lies...
It's time you learn the truth...
it's time I give you proof...
Fuck you, I don't love you...
Fuck you, I don't need you...
Fuck you, it's time...
Fuck you, it's in my mind...
Good bye...
now go!
let me lie in my own pool of blood as it runs out look at the color...
not red, yes I'm dead...
black as my souls is inside...
I bleed from your hate...
and this must be my fate...
DIE!!!! I HATE YOU!
 
 
space
you think you’re losing it
now you’re out in space
you don’t know where you’ve been
don’t know where you’re going
i’ve been there before
floating around with no destination
wondering where you’ll land
my dreams for you are high
my feelings for you are strong
when you land
I’ll give you a hand
please just let me in...
 
 
 
a place in my heart
If you wait for me,
then I'll come for you.
Although I've traveled far,
I always hold a place for you in my heart.
If you think of me,
if you miss me once in a while
remember I'll return to you-
I'll return and fill that space in your heart.
Remembering your touch,
your kiss,
your warm embrace.
I'll find my way back to you,
if you'll be waiting.
If you dream of me,
like I dream of you-
in a place that's warm and dark,
in a place where I can feel the beating of your heart.
Remembering your touch,
your kiss,
your warm embrace.
I'll find my way back to you-
please say you'll be waiting.
Together at last,
it feels so good-
to hold you in my arms where our journeys end.
I can make a promise,
one that I can keep-
I vow to be here for you,
if you'll wait for me,
and say you'll hold a place for me in your heart
 
 
 
run away
run away with me today
i have so much left inside to say
when i'm with you i know
i can never let you go
an emptiness inside i felt
i don't see how i delt
i didn't know why i didn't persue this befor
i'm so glad it's lead us to more
the pain i felt so long ago
i scream in agony wishing for it to go
you take my hand and lead me
where you're taking me... i guess i'll see
you are what i've been searching for
the feelings inside grow so quickly to more
you make me - you are me -
you make me everything i want to be
and now i sit back and wait to see
what the future brings to my eyes
i know it's no more lies
the smile you - you shine like the sun
i know my life has just begun
when i say the words so true
i could only say them to you
i love you more than i can express
these feelings inside i won't repress
 
the kiss
pressed your lips up to mine
i wish this could last for all time
and as it ends you walk away
you'll act different the next day
so many words come from your lips
i dunno know if inside it's hidden tips
and i still long to feel the same
but in the end to you it was a game
so look me in the eyes and tell me how
it was that i am nothing to you now
and i cry so loud and the tears roll down
but in the end i manage to fight off the frown
and i don't know why i set myself up
is the pain you caused good are you happy enough?
but i promised you i'd always be here
and i have let go of every bit of my fear
and i'll always be here for you
my words i said were always true
were you's a lie
what about that look in you eye
the smile you gave
it seems it couldn't save
me from the hurt
and now i'm one with the dirt...

 

 

 




 

 

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