look at me
you look me in the eyes,
tell me what I say must be lies...
you tell me I'm nothing to you,
and that my life should be through...
You don't know what I put up with everyday...
You don't know the things they say...
I just want to live me life this way...
but I don't wanna see another day...
So why am I so fucking worthless to you?
Why is it I must dwell in this fucking hell...
I don't care about you...
your life is now through...
so fuck it all...
take the fall...
die inside...
what I hate...
I won't wait...
kill me now, cuz I don't wanna see through your eyes...
kill me now, somehow...
hold the knife to your throat...
slit and watch as the blood trickles down your arm...
fall to the floor... wait for god to open the door...
I know what I'm meant to be...
I know what I no longer wanna see...
Go away and let me die...
go away I'm sick of your lies...
It's time you learn the truth...
it's time I give you proof...
Fuck you, I don't love you...
Fuck you, I don't need you...
Fuck you, it's time...
Fuck you, it's in my mind...
Good bye...
now go!
let me lie in my own pool of blood as it runs out look at the color...
not red, yes I'm dead...
black as my souls is inside...
I bleed from your hate...
and this must be my fate...
DIE!!!! I HATE YOU!
space
you think you’re losing it
now you’re out in space
you don’t know where you’ve been
don’t know where you’re going
i’ve been there before
floating around with no destination
wondering where you’ll land
my dreams for you are high
my feelings for you are strong
when you land
I’ll give you a hand
please just let me in...
a place in my heart
If you wait for me,
then I'll come for you.
Although I've traveled far,
I always hold a place for you in my heart.
If you think of me,
if you miss me once in a while
remember I'll return to you-
I'll return and fill that space in your heart.
Remembering your touch,
your kiss,
your warm embrace.
I'll find my way back to you,
if you'll be waiting.
If you dream of me,
like I dream of you-
in a place that's warm and dark,
in a place where I can feel the beating of your heart.
Remembering your touch,
your kiss,
your warm embrace.
I'll find my way back to you-
please say you'll be waiting.
Together at last,
it feels so good-
to hold you in my arms where our journeys end.
I can make a promise,
one that I can keep-
I vow to be here for you,
if you'll wait for me,
and say you'll hold a place for me in your heart
run away
run away with me today
i have so much left inside to say
when i'm with you i know
i can never let you go
an emptiness inside i felt
i don't see how i delt
i didn't know why i didn't persue this befor
i'm so glad it's lead us to more
the pain i felt so long ago
i scream in agony wishing for it to go
you take my hand and lead me
where you're taking me... i guess i'll see
you are what i've been searching for
the feelings inside grow so quickly to more
you make me - you are me -
you make me everything i want to be
and now i sit back and wait to see
what the future brings to my eyes
i know it's no more lies
the smile you - you shine like the sun
i know my life has just begun
when i say the words so true
i could only say them to you
i love you more than i can express
these feelings inside i won't repress
the kiss
pressed your lips up to mine
i wish this could last for all time
and as it ends you walk away
you'll act different the next day
so many words come from your lips
i dunno know if inside it's hidden tips
and i still long to feel the same
but in the end to you it was a game
so look me in the eyes and tell me how
it was that i am nothing to you now
and i cry so loud and the tears roll down
but in the end i manage to fight off the frown
and i don't know why i set myself up
is the pain you caused good are you happy enough?
but i promised you i'd always be here
and i have let go of every bit of my fear
and i'll always be here for you
my words i said were always true
were you's a lie
what about that look in you eye
the smile you gave
it seems it couldn't save
me from the hurt
and now i'm one with the dirt...